Kids are resilient I had been told by a professor. That professor had turned out to be my mother.
Like HOW? I begged to know. Duh,definition, please?
The definition Ambien Grace had been simple. So basic, I even figured it out my senior year.
The rape that went under the rug. The campus security begging to go and nail the bastard. That same professor who talked to me with such resiliently kind words. That same mother who spoke of injustices in the world. That woman who had been my role model silently begging for my pleas of ‘I”m okay. Don’t worry. It was my fault anyway.’
Now though, TWITTER and UNH have combined forces to show women in blackouts. Mother Theresa what about now? Has my silence helped? How ’bout Stone Church? A quiet, ‘take me I”m yours for the night’ club, had my blackouts then just been promo’s to things to come?
A wise woman once said,
‘just because people want to control you and make you feel like you have no use…Does not mean those people have a right to!’
My nurtured and environmental home-grown response:
Its like i have to do something to hurt….
Being called stupid? There is a built in response to that:
anyone asking if I can read brings up the worst memories…it gets to a point where its embarrassing..
I know im only 22 but ive been waiting for the one woman who can make me happy by being with them instead of just wanting to be left alone. who can deal with the mood swings and not leave even though I know I’m hard to handle…And, I want a kitty and a mastiff and a house with a wrap around porch! Oh and one of the kitties has to be named ‘miss kitty fantasitico’
And, most importantly, I want to Skpye so if you want a 22-year-old for a girlfriend..you have to be able to stomach me masturbating myself to sleep.
Buffy the vampire slayer…my absolute favorite show everrrr needs to be on DVR. And, I love to show off my ass..when I wear short-shorts. I ask Mum for her opinion but she just says, ‘it’s too bad…I couldn’t see it..wear something else.’
UNH; applications being accepted for fall term. No sobriety test required! Blacking Out a must. Parent or relative on staff to put out the fires a plus!